Living Life According to your End-Game Goal?

Huuu Haaa Phhhbt !! - That’s my onomatopoeia for the gesture of “me pulling my head out of the water”. This is the feeling I have when coming back here to write up my thought hodge-podge of sorts.

I have really wanted to make this little digital space of mine a conversation starter; it’s hard to do it with other real people when you barely put any SEO effort in it and struggle to keep consistent with posting content; that’s how this internet thing works.

Aaaanyway I’m good with playing this all for myself and my head and the 3 friends that keep an eye on this space. 

So I was having a bit of a “wind of change” blowing through my life recently. I had been feeling out of place with my current job and feeling like I needed a change and I mean not even the recent moving house and different city or life style was cutting it. It felt like something deepe had to shift or was in the process of shifting. And it wasn’t going away. I kept investigating internally for weeks and this nagging feeling was still there lingering but I just can’t classify it yet.

And this of course was mounted to a pile of other specific things going on at work one after another, just making me feel more and more demotivated to keep at this. I have a very personal goal in mind and this job and I just seem to not align on our priorities at all.

I have decided on some things I want to pursue in order to get to what I believe now to be my goal and wanting to be making some life adjustments but I struggle with setting the smaller milestones to get there. 

So aaaanyway I was thinking about what the global approach for my life is or should be and how the decisions I make from this point onward is in alignment with that.. and one thing that came to mind is this concept that I remember from this Mexican-born coach/speaker whatever you wanna call him, Diego Dreyfus and his YouTube Channel & podcast episodes on Spotify- Te Vas a Morir.

And this basically means “You’re going to die, so what are you doing in that regard?” This is the phrase Diego is using in most of his videos and the question I kept asking myself for the past few weeks.

So where are we with this Lady? What ARE YOU doing with respect to the fact that you’ll eventually die? 

It’s not clear though what is going on in my head yet, I’m conflicted on so many aspects right now, of how my body and my mind work together on my wellbeing, how I am actually supposed to approach other things in my life in accordance with these thoughts. I just need to clarify them in my head first and then align the rest.

And funny enough I keep getting suggestions on videos and other content around this concept of death and being mindful of how to live your life according to this idea.  THIS must be the sign if I ever needed one.

So I hope everyone out there is managing their lives in the most beneficial way for them and that it ends up being in alignment with how they want to live their lives NOW instead of later, later might be too late….